Hey so open a thread in the diary section, like I did and others have, and say what you want to say, like I did. Get it all out, every dang word of everything on your mind. Purge it all. I saw a therapist and this is what she recommended. No one wanted to listen to this old lady either. And I had stuff I wanted to say.@Kaila and @WheatenLover and @MickaC I could write volumes. I did at one time, then after the first not-heart attack (we'll call them "episodes") I deleted all of it because I didn't want DD to find it saved in Word after I die. Then I started it up again, deleted it again after the second episode. I don't feel like I can even journal for fear of hard feelings after I've become a crispy critter.
All those words are backed up in my head. It may very well explode soon, and I'll be a case study in a med school text or a documentary on TV about the woman whose head exploded.
I get so tired of trying to discuss a subject, any subject, and being interrupted before even finishing a sentence, with DD almost every time pointing out that what she thinks I'm going to say is wrong. I want to tell her "Halt die Klapper!"
Neither of them can just speak, they shout. I guess that's to make sure that if I dare to say anything, their voices will drown out mine.
I just thought of something. Staying at the biscuit store means I don't get to have blue hair again
>>>>>Gramma leaves the room to find a hole to crawl into
People here will read what you write and comment or not. And you can respond to the comments or not. But no one will tell you what you can and can not write. My children seldom listen to me now. They feel free to interrupt and correct me and give their own opinions before I even finish a sentence.
You can write your whole life down in the diary thread. . Go to it @GeorgiaXplant