As a child, I never saw God as residing in a physical place, but a place completely outside of anyone's comprehension -- a place separate of everything we know and see. These days I don't think there is such a place.
There’s talk in this thread of God being found in the brain, in the heart, or in some other place within the realm of reality -- or somewhere we can perceive yet perhaps only within the confines of our imagination. It could even be somewhere or something that has yet to be discovered or fully understood. To me, it seems that if God does exist, we may never fully understand where that presence resides while we’re here on Earth. The answer, perhaps, will only be revealed to us after we’ve passed.
I can’t help thinking back to my thoughts as a child, before becoming a teenager. Those private thoughts being: if there is a place we go to when we die – perhaps a place where God lives, where is it and what does it look like? As a child I would wonder, do we take our personality with us, or do we leave it behind? My thoughts would then go off in a tangent as I wondered where my personality came from. Did it come from God, or was it shaped as I grew up -- potentially changing or modifying based on my then experiences, and any future experiences I might come to have.
As a child, those thoughts made me wonder if my young personality was God given -- and given to me for the specific purpose of what. Or I thought, was something of my own making, partly shaped by my experiences, thoughts and interpretations of the world around me. A personality made from the connection of neurons -- some of them strengthened by repeated experiences, others fading as they were forgotten and the connections broken. Then I thought how random might my personality and the way I view things change and grow.
I used to then wonder of other people and their personalities – personalities they had evolved over a lifetime. Personalities that had significantly changed due to a stroke, dementia, or just old age. Or even brain damage due to a serious accident. I thought when they die, do they take to God the personality they had at the point of death, or a restored personality from when they were in their prime? Or, I thought, is their worldly personality completely abandoned, only to then receive a personality that is significantly altered due to enlightenment from God and from just being in heaven. A new personality that has no comprehension or knowledge of their past earthly personality. A new personality that has no use for its past personality.
I then wondered that if this is so, would I be given a unique personality that no one else in heaven has, or is it part of a collective personality that everyone in heaven, including God has.
I’m sometimes accused of overthinking things, even when I was a child. But I do think we have a choice. We either think for ourselves in the absence of any real tangible evidence, or we have our thoughts dictated to us by the overthinking of others, or by a book whose timeline starts around 6,000 years ago, ending around 2000 - 1600 years ago. Much of which might have been written by people with a controlling agenda?