Online dating ??? Any site that I have visited, the men on them think itās their opportunity to be rude, vulgar, and so disrespectful. I have yet, not had a proper conversation with one. Iām not actively looking, but if thereās someone meant to be, I would think it through.
After 28 years of looking after a spouse like an adult child, couldnāt read or wright and didnāt want to learn, in his eyes, he saw nothing wrong with that. He was a farmer, the wife was the one who did everything involving pen, paper, reading and so on.....his first wife did that also, iām not sure she even knew that he was illiterate, he definitely was a good lier, took me a couple of years to figure that out.
He depended on a wife to make his life for him.....thatās when I started to loose mine. Stuck it out for 28 years. Could not do it anymore. Was so lonely, no talking, communication, or simple conversation, had to play 20 questions, he got very annoyed, he didnāt think I needed to know the daily going on. I got myself in a trap.
I know itās not fair that iām talking about this, when heās not hear to defend himself.
Iām good being on my own, I have a life, and friends.
My door is somewhat open, in case the love of my life happens to enter, not holding my breathe, if not, thatās okay.