You ever get lonely? I mean bone tired lonely. No one to talk to .

Do you have a pet? I find animals to be great teachers on not worrying about 'purpose'. My cat just does his thing and doesn't need a purpose. He's my role model! :D
I buried 3 loves two years ago and my last it seems will be lieving with my wife when her dream man shows up.
 

Even though I'm so fortunate to have my husband here, I feel lonely too. As soon as our Autistic son was diagnosed as profound at age 3, my immediate family dropped us as their kids are perfect. We were even told from my family; "There is absolutely no way we'll ever take care of your son". We even chose the eldest (you fill in the blank) God Mother if you can believe that. All of our friends at the time found out our son is severely impaired; they scattered like roaches when you turn the lights on.

I wish I had true lifelong friends. I'm sorry to say this but if my husband, my only friend, goes before me, I'll just lose it with no one to lean on. No one. I worry all of the time. I wish I could get over all of it, but I can't.
I can relate. I have an autistic son. He will talk but likes being alone, Living with him is like being alone much of the time. He is Aspergers. I was never alone for 43 yrs but now the last two changed all that. Sadly, my oldest daughter has two boys and they are both autistic. The youngest severely. My oldest son and his mom take turns going to help them in Virginia. She is now pregnant with a girl IVF. She lost the last one. Thankfully her husband is a great guy and makes plenty of money to care for them.I wish you well and hope you can find a little joy soon. It sounds like you were abandoned by everyone. This place is good for some support.
 

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