feywon
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- Rural North Central NM
Since we're all sharing:
Often use of any substance is an attempt to self-medicate--to quiet their/our minds for a while. There have been studies that show if people even think they've been consuming alcohol they begin behaving in various 'drunk' ways depending on the individual--quiet, morose, boisterous or belligerent. For many it gives them an excuse for behavior they don't allow themselves when sober.
Despite many of my friends making various things available i didn't even try cannabis or any hallucinogen until the 70's. Because i knew i already had some Mental Health concerns and i was leery until i felt more stable.
The first time i had cannabis the main thing it did was heighten all my senses--for someone with hyperaccusia (Hearing outside what is considered normal human range) that was sheer torture. Later i learned there were different strains with different effects and i had a couple of 'mellow' experiences with it. i could probably count on my two hands the total number of experiences with psychotropic 'substances' from cannabis to LSD and Mescaline. Actually got more out the mescaline experience then the LSD. But used the first 2 times and second 1 time. By the late 70's there were too many people 'cutting' products with dangerous/deadly things. If i didn't know exactly where it came from i wouldn't use any of that stuff. Especially since by then i had my sons wanted to always be fully present for them.
Fortunately for me i learned formal meditation in spring of 1979 joined a group of practitioners and learned how much meditation can do for us. The book on neuroplasticity i'm reading basically confirms some of the feelings i've had about it over the years. You can not just develop a mental habit of taking a broader perspective of reality but you can physically rewire your brain to do so. Neurons that fire together, wire together--new 'mental maps' for perceptions as well as actions can be formed. How we perceive any data from senses is not a function of those data collection systems---it is rather a function of the brain--how it interprets the data.
Often use of any substance is an attempt to self-medicate--to quiet their/our minds for a while. There have been studies that show if people even think they've been consuming alcohol they begin behaving in various 'drunk' ways depending on the individual--quiet, morose, boisterous or belligerent. For many it gives them an excuse for behavior they don't allow themselves when sober.
Despite many of my friends making various things available i didn't even try cannabis or any hallucinogen until the 70's. Because i knew i already had some Mental Health concerns and i was leery until i felt more stable.
The first time i had cannabis the main thing it did was heighten all my senses--for someone with hyperaccusia (Hearing outside what is considered normal human range) that was sheer torture. Later i learned there were different strains with different effects and i had a couple of 'mellow' experiences with it. i could probably count on my two hands the total number of experiences with psychotropic 'substances' from cannabis to LSD and Mescaline. Actually got more out the mescaline experience then the LSD. But used the first 2 times and second 1 time. By the late 70's there were too many people 'cutting' products with dangerous/deadly things. If i didn't know exactly where it came from i wouldn't use any of that stuff. Especially since by then i had my sons wanted to always be fully present for them.
Fortunately for me i learned formal meditation in spring of 1979 joined a group of practitioners and learned how much meditation can do for us. The book on neuroplasticity i'm reading basically confirms some of the feelings i've had about it over the years. You can not just develop a mental habit of taking a broader perspective of reality but you can physically rewire your brain to do so. Neurons that fire together, wire together--new 'mental maps' for perceptions as well as actions can be formed. How we perceive any data from senses is not a function of those data collection systems---it is rather a function of the brain--how it interprets the data.
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