morning...
we are currently at 66° and expecting a high in the upper 80s. tonight we might see a low in the 60s and some rain.
it's fairly quiet this morning. has been since the lockdown began. even though we've opened back up. i see a few people who walk to the store and back. not sure if they just don't have vehicles or what. one man says hi to me whenever he passes.
as i age i feel like it's become increasingly difficult to voice an opinion without making everyone mad. i can't make statements, ask questions or do much of anything without ticking someone off each day. it's just getting majorly annoying anymore. makes me wanna stop communicating altogether because what's the point? if people are just gonna mad all the time then what's the point of saying or doing anything? i might as well be a lifeless lump. because obviously being a human being is too much anymore. *rme*
this is why i'm an introvert. this is why i no longer have any interest in going into the real world and making friends. i feel like i'm just a pita and nobody wants to be bothered with it. so i've quit trying. i just no longer give a crap. if i can't be myself without being made to feel bad about it then it's hardly worth the time and effort. i wonder sometimes if this is why other older folks isolate themselves so much. idk.
anyway, gonna finish my coffee and peruse then i gotta go to work. g'day all!