Today marks the day so many years ago that I had to bury my fur baby named Jane. She loved to ride on the gas tank of my motorcycle. There came a day when I had made the decision to have her put to sleep as she could no longer hold herself up. I would hold and support her while she did her business, but, the pain was increasing daily. I think she knew it was time, because I picked her up that morning and held her in my arms as the sun came up.
"Look, darling" I whispered, my voice breaking. "There's the sunrise... You always loved the sunrise." The sky bleeds yellow, orange and purple, lighting up the fields and sky that I’ve cursed and loved for so many years. It was beautiful. It’s always been beautiful. I just forget to look sometimes. As I held her and we faced the sunrise, Jane let out a long, slow breath. It’s wasn't a breath of
pain this time. It was more of a sigh. One of release.
Her head got heavy in my arms... She was gone.
"Thank you," I sobbed, burying my face in her soft, black fur. "Thank you for being with me". It's okay, now you can rest.
I buried her as the first in my Arkansas cemetery. With a view facing east so she can catch the sunrise. With her now are... Katie, Meiska, toby tyler and toto.
