I can not come up with the right words to express my sorrow for your loss but trust me, I understand the emotions you are probably going through. RIP to your mom.
My condolences on your loss. My mom passed 12 yrs ago, and I still talk to her often. May your grief pass quickly, and fond memories bring you comfort always.
I am so sorry for your loss. My mother passed 3 years ago. How is it I am the age I am and I still want and need my mother when I am afraid or sick. There is a comfort that can't be replaced when we lose our Mom. You will be in my thoughts, be kind to yourself!