hollydolly
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Pepper.. please try and calm down ... take some deep breaths....Had ultra sound of my legs this morning. The test was silent, no whooshes or other noises that indicate healthy blood flow. I'm really scared. Doctor will give me the bad news Sept. 22. Wedding anniversary. I wish I had someone to go with me, if I don't understand I'll ask if son or dil can call.
Library Book Club in one hour. I'm really nervous, about anything and everything. I'm sick of these nerves & my shaking ruining what's left of my life.
Living alone has become too much for me. I'm driving myself crazy. I really need help. I'm so scared & lonely I think I'm insane.
Don't know how to help myself. This morning I pretended my mother was with me in order to get ultra sound. Sounds nuts, she hasn't been with me in decades.

I've had many Ultrasound scans.. at least 10 probably more .. and in fact the latest just last week ..and I have never heard any whooshing blood sound..
Do you think Dracula came in the night and sucked all your blood away ?


Sorry just trying to make you smile, you're clearly very upset...
You're right, you do need help. You need help addressing these unfounded fears .. I thought you were seeing someone ?
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