Morning. In one of the threads today someone mentioned gaslighting. Merrium Webster definitions: one is a noun that describes a light made by burning gas, a gas flame and a gas illuminating fixture.
Then:
transitive verb
1
: to psychologically manipulate (a person) usually over an extended period of time so that the victim questions the validity of their own thoughts, perception of reality, or memories and experiences confusion, loss of confidence and self-esteem, and doubts concerning their own emotional or mental stability
: to subject (someone) to gaslighting.
2
: to grossly mislead or deceive (someone) especially for one's own advantage.
I've had both done to me by my parents and a boss or two over the years. When I finally realized what was happening that's when things shifted and I was able to step away from it. After mom died my father was still attempting that crap in an effort to control me. It is now his loss.
Anyway, I can't wait to get today over with. I'm tired. I hope that other housekeeper shows up today. She calls in a lot on her weekend.

Makes it hard on all of us.
I found a headset with mic on sale for like $11 at Walmart. I'm waiting for it to be delivered this week. Maybe I can find some other nice gamers to play with and chat. There are some out there. Mostly toxic but some nice ones. Hopefully I have everything set right and can get it to work. Some of the new technology is hard to figure out.
Not sure what I'm playing tonight. I need to keep going in and practicing on Fortnite. I might have to redownload Aim Labs and do what the other gamers do and do 15 min a day there to help practice my shots.
The neighbor out back has a car that's kinda loud and she's been coming and going since 5 this morning. Woke me up. I don't understand why she can't park on the street out front. Or why neighbors are crammed onto a block so close to each other they could practically wear each other like a coat.