Thanks Vaughan.
He had an amazing life doing what he loved. My dad was healthy his entire life except for the last few months. Heās now in a better place or at least I believe he is.
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Thanks Vaughan.
He had an amazing life doing what he loved. My dad was healthy his entire life except for the last few months. Heās now in a better place or at least I believe he is.
Thank you for reaching
Very sorry for your loss.Thanks Vaughan.
He had an amazing life doing what he loved. My dad was healthy his entire life except for the last few months. Heās now in a better place or at least I believe he is.
Thank you for reaching out
Patty, I'm not sure how I missed your OP but please accept my sincere condolences. Please take time to grieve. I didn't do that when my father passed away and the grief would hit me at the most random times.Thank you Respondering.
We have a common denominator.
While I did my best to care for my parents for years, I sometimes wonder how my life would be different if I didnāt. That āwouldaā, couldaā, shouldaā, ā¦..but ādidnāt ā kicked in quite a few times.
It IS beautiful music. My father was very gifted. These last few years every time I heard Chopin Iād think of my dad. He could harmonize anything so was a delight to sing with. Now that heās gone, his better side is shining through. I think of him often with fond memories. Iām creating a strong, loving legacy of my dad by picking and choosing which things Iād like to highlight.Thank you for the beautiful music and for a glimpse into the life of your gifted father.
Seventeen years is a big commitment Repondering. I hope youāve made peace with it.We do have something in common, PeppermintPatty....I was my mother's sole care giver for 17 years. I sometimes wonder how the trajectory of my life would have differed had I insisted that my two brothers share in the responsibility.
But I did my duty without help and she's been gone for five years now.
So like you I said my goodbyes. Nothing for it now but to move on from where we are.
You deserve to be proud of having done your best to care for your parents.
Patty,Thanks again hearlady,
hi Timewise
I hope he felt blessed to have me in his life.
I made them many gifts including a folding fishing stool I made in grade 7 woodworking class. I took back the pictures I painted. Now they are in my house. My brother is currently living in their house with most of their things.
He singularly inherited every single thing. My name wasnāt even mentioned in their will. Itās like they forgot they had me. THAT hurt more than broken bones.
Seventeen years is a big commitment Repondering. I hope youāve made peace with it.
For myself, it ās taken 5 to 6 years just to process what happened . My memories are bittersweet. It was difficult on so many levels.
If I hadnāt intervened, my parents might have gotten into assisted living 3 years sooner. Theyād have their meals made for them, their suites cleaned, laundry done plus have physiotherapy, massage theory , a heated pool, courier service. They would have had the proper care they needed as they aged. All this would have made the quality of their life so much better.
When people think of old folks homes they imagine people in wheelchairs and not very mobile. Thereās a stage before that. A retirement stage where you get spoiled silly, if you have the funds and they did.
Once they lost their drivers licence and had a doctors request to have their house shut down due to excess garbage and rodents.
I often wonder what would have happened if I didnāt intervene.
Thatās my biggest couldaā, shouldaā, wouldaā, ā¦ā¦..didnāt. Ruminating! Itās taken about 5 years to process it all and come to peace with it. Every now and again it haunts me.
Seventeen yearsā¦. I canāt imagine. Literally.
Hi seadougPatty, I'm not sure how I missed your OP but please accept my sincere condolences. Please take time to grieve. I didn't do that when my father passed away and the grief would hit me at the most random times.
I was also the caregiver for my mother for 21 years after my father died. She wasn't self-sufficient because she didn't drive and my father had made all the decisions. I remember flying to Buenos Aires for a conference and returning home the next day because she had been taken to the hospital for a stroke. She was fine when I arrived home. My partner and I were scheduled to go to Capetown (one of my bucket list destinations) for a conference and had to cancel because my mother became ill.
Yes, there have been lots of "woulda', coulda' shoulda's", but when she passed away in 2021 I had no regrets and felt at peace because I knew I had been the best possible son to her. You should feel the same about your role as a daughter.
While registering my parents at the nursing home, the administrator said that it is common for older people to mistreat their caregivers.Patty,
When people get old, they frequently turn on some of those who loved them. It is so sad and strange when this happens, but it is related to aging. I have seen this in my lifetime, far too often. I cannot be sure about this with your dad, but it may have been part of what happened as they aged.
The present is a gift.The past is a foreign country, occupied by people who behaved in ways that seemed right to them at the time. It's a done deal now, a fait accompli.
The present is where we live. Let's endeavor to forgive ourselves for what we think we did wrong and let ourselves feel good about we did well.
The future hasn't happened yet so let's shape how it turns out with some understanding that we learned in the past.
I donāt feel bad putting my parents in a nursing home. They got 3 extra years of living life how they wanted due to my selfless actions.FYI...Patty let me give you an old man's perspective. I don't feel old, but I am 73 as is my wife. I don't feel old, but when I look in a mirror, I know I am what I used to call an old man! After having helped both of my parents and my wife's father through their old age I understand that if I live long enough, I will be best off in a nursing home. I have three kids they all have kids of their own and one of those kids has a new baby. All of my Grandkids are married with kids, except for two that are now teenagers.
Now the point I want to make is that I clearly understand that I will be in a nursing home if I live long enough, the same goes for my wife. At some point one or both of us will get to a point where we cannot take care of ourselves and may even do some things we should not do, like driving all over the place...
So don't feel bad if your parents fight it, if they do it is their problem, not yours. No clear-thinking parent wants to become a burden on their kids, it is not natural or normal in today's world.
Have no regrets...you did what was best!
Sorry @Timewise 60+I donāt feel bad putting my parents in a nursing home. They got 3 extra years of living life how they wanted due to my selfless actions.
Why would I ever feel bad?
Note: Iām not playing this stupid game again.
Thank you.I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved father. Sending warm thoughts and hugs.