Trish
the occasional shopaholic
You've done a great job helping Paxton and the twins get this far. You know that they have settled down in their new placement and that Melanie is seeing them regularly so, perhaps it is time for you to step back and concentrate on your health and your life with Michelle?
Melanie seems to have been very supportive of your access to Paxton until now and, it may be that she is also concerned about your health. Perhaps consider emailing Melanie just asking her to send your love to Paxton and the twins, say that your heart will always be open and you hope that she will keep you updated in the future.
Obviously this is not the situation you hoped to be in but, it's not necessarily the end of the line; there have been many twists and turns and things may still work out but, in the meantime, take a breather and get well x
Melanie seems to have been very supportive of your access to Paxton until now and, it may be that she is also concerned about your health. Perhaps consider emailing Melanie just asking her to send your love to Paxton and the twins, say that your heart will always be open and you hope that she will keep you updated in the future.
Obviously this is not the situation you hoped to be in but, it's not necessarily the end of the line; there have been many twists and turns and things may still work out but, in the meantime, take a breather and get well x