Do you want to justify to me why "going on living" is so important?
What would be the loss if I ... stopped living?
I've been there. I agree "going on living" is not important if there are factors that make life not worth living. There were times upon wake up I was so disappointed I didn't die in my sleep was how I began my day. I was convinced my living only made things worse for people. I thought of the different ways how to do it. I always have enough pills on hand to end it if I must.
But...............I'm not depressed anymore. In my case, my son had a son and I love my grandson So Much that my heart opened again. My goal is to live as long as I can, that he will always remember me. I'd love to see him graduate from college, etc. He's three years old.
I don't like it, the loneliness truly hurts at times, but it's no reason for me to die yet. Yes, I felt like you. I know what you're saying, I understand. I wouldn't try the life is a gift thing because I'm not sure it's true. Our lives are in our own hands and it's up to the individual. I wouldn't convince you to live if you really don't want to; I just would urge you to start ignoring the pain if you can. Also, and I am being serious............try pot. That's the gift, IMO.
What would be the loss if I ... stopped living?
I've been there. I agree "going on living" is not important if there are factors that make life not worth living. There were times upon wake up I was so disappointed I didn't die in my sleep was how I began my day. I was convinced my living only made things worse for people. I thought of the different ways how to do it. I always have enough pills on hand to end it if I must.
But...............I'm not depressed anymore. In my case, my son had a son and I love my grandson So Much that my heart opened again. My goal is to live as long as I can, that he will always remember me. I'd love to see him graduate from college, etc. He's three years old.
I don't like it, the loneliness truly hurts at times, but it's no reason for me to die yet. Yes, I felt like you. I know what you're saying, I understand. I wouldn't try the life is a gift thing because I'm not sure it's true. Our lives are in our own hands and it's up to the individual. I wouldn't convince you to live if you really don't want to; I just would urge you to start ignoring the pain if you can. Also, and I am being serious............try pot. That's the gift, IMO.