I was a seeker since I was 17. I read everything related to "higher consciousness" I could find. Back then one of my favorite books was the "Tao Te Ching"...Lao Tsu. I really liked their term for non-effort. Wou We or something like that.
When I was 35 I went to a meeting at our local library hosted by a couple of American Buddhist monks. I started visiting them often. I was married, and when we divorced I asked to become a monk because I wanted to find my own "way". That is what is taught here. Ways to find your own way.

I am still here, and there is just me and one other old person now. I will likely die here, and that is what I want.
At first my family and friends were surprised, but they all learned to accept my choice. My relationships with them all is very good.
I feel like your teachers...people, books, and other inspirational and poignant teaching finds you. Then it fits. I also like Alan Watts. He is a bit too loose for me, but most of his outlook I grok.

We have a library of about 1000 books. I have read most of them. For all the words I have read and heard, "silence" beats them all.