This is the first time that I read the follow-up posts since I posted. Now, my eyes are swelled with tears again.
I attended my friend’s funeral, which was closed casket for obvious reasons. But, I had to see and talk to him one more time to say good-bye and to have closure. I called the funeral home and asked if I could have a private viewing with the casket open. I also explained the circumstances as to why I wanted to do this. They were very reluctant to comply with my request because they did nothing cosmetically to him. I told them that I saw worse.
They finally agreed and I was able to tell my friend good-bye and that I will see him again someday.