Did some morning chores; going to CVS, the bank. Must go out for awhile this pm. Spending day loving my Buffy. Last night I was thinking if we had to take her to the vet for a final time that the carrier, the waiting, the fearful place might terrify her in her last moments. She's just kind of fading away. I hope I lose her at home, like her brother Max. My prior cats needed vet intervention; praying that not needed for my best girl. I'll do my very best for her, like I have done for all those I lost through life, no matter the species. If I love you, I'll BE THERE, don't worry.