My now ex girlfriend told me last night that whenever I touched her, she felt violated. I too have felt this way about other women. She's been giving me the cold shoulder for a longtime. Her interactions with me have been obviously disingenuous. She didn't appreciate my abilities and interests. She would only do something with me if it's what she wanted to do. I didn't appreciate her interests and abilities either. A while back, I let her know that I pretended to enjoy doing the things she likes, but she wouldn't do the same for me. That made her uncomfortable. We were together 16 years. Her daughter graduated high school, so I guess we're no longer staying together for the child.
I have no one to talk to. People seem like some combination of superficial, oblivious, and controlling. I'm too old to put up with people. I can't be a happy go lucky absurdist anymore. I'm stuck in hard cold reality by myself.
I have no one to talk to. People seem like some combination of superficial, oblivious, and controlling. I'm too old to put up with people. I can't be a happy go lucky absurdist anymore. I'm stuck in hard cold reality by myself.