Reflective thoughts and poems

You're very sweet. Like you, I think it's the creative process that's the reward. It opens your mind's eye to things you've looked at, but never really seen, and thoughts much deeper than the everyday type. I look forward to reading more of your creations.
I agree with you about the creative process being the reward! I also think sharing it with others is a reward in and of itself.
I also look forward to reading more of your writing!

Sharing a poem I wrote a few years ago about my thoughts on creativity (then I'm going to bed!):

Creativity

Lofty thoughts float like cream
Above the gilded edge of reason–

Forming, pulling fragments of ideas
Together, from far reaches of the mind,

To tease, create, deliver a new thought.
What else but to resist when discipline

Comes to claim you–
Stifling your passage of rite.

Your very essence is threatened
By organized moments of logic

That set boundaries, limits,
Thus, impeding your growth.

Let the truth be conceived.
Once creativity burns brightly

Into the mind’s dark partitions–
Changes will be made forever.

P.A.
 

I agree with you about the creative process being the reward! I also think sharing it with others is a reward in and of itself.
I also look forward to reading more of your writing!

Sharing a poem I wrote a few years ago about my thoughts on creativity (then I'm going to bed!):

Creativity

Lofty thoughts float like cream
Above the gilded edge of reason–

Forming, pulling fragments of ideas
Together, from far reaches of the mind,

To tease, create, deliver a new thought.
What else but to resist when discipline

Comes to claim you–
Stifling your passage of rite.

Your very essence is threatened
By organized moments of logic

That set boundaries, limits,
Thus, impeding your growth.

Let the truth be conceived.
Once creativity burns brightly

Into the mind’s dark partitions–
Changes will be made forever.

P.A.controlled mind
I love that. It speaks so truly of the liberating aspects of free thought breaking the shackles of the controlled mind. May we all savor those experiences as our captive imagination is let off it's leash to explore the wilderness.
 
Hi again,
This time, I tackled a video project in an attempt to practice making teaching videos for my students. I employed an AI program called Pictory.AI which helps me put together the video and then I uploaded it to Youtube.

It was a learning curve for me, but I admit, a lot of fun!
Here is the video I made. It's about writing introductions to an essay:

BTW, the photo of me is a current one I had done for my job.
 

To make the video, it took me two solid days. I had to decide upon the theme, the music, the videos within the video. I had to make sure when I spoke, that it coordinated with the text in the video. Through trial and error, I think I did pretty good. I can see a few places for improvement, but as they say "Rome wasn't built in one day."

It's been very hot these days, and I have avoided going out except for essentials. I have hunkered down on my keto diet and started logging everything that goes into my mouth. I realize that the body becomes efficient over time and you have to shock it or challenge it to do better. In this case, I've decided to stop eating after a window of time. This means no late-night snacks (my go-to's were peanuts or almonds). it also means only salt water after a certain time (usually by 6pm I'll have eaten whatever needs to be eaten). This has resulted in a few pounds loss in one week, yeah! The other thing I am focused on is autophagy, which in Greek means "auto" self and "phagy" eat. The body eats itself (its fat and waste that sits around). To do this, you have to trick the body to switch from a glucose diet to a ketone diet. I also bought a ketone meter that tells me how many ketones I have. Still learning all this. So bear with me.
 
To make the video, it took me two solid days. I had to decide upon the theme, the music, the videos within the video. I had to make sure when I spoke, that it coordinated with the text in the video. Through trial and error, I think I did pretty good. I can see a few places for improvement, but as they say "Rome wasn't built in one day."

It's been very hot these days, and I have avoided going out except for essentials. I have hunkered down on my keto diet and started logging everything that goes into my mouth. I realize that the body becomes efficient over time and you have to shock it or challenge it to do better. In this case, I've decided to stop eating after a window of time. This means no late-night snacks (my go-to's were peanuts or almonds). it also means only salt water after a certain time (usually by 6pm I'll have eaten whatever needs to be eaten). This has resulted in a few pounds loss in one week, yeah! The other thing I am focused on is autophagy, which in Greek means "auto" self and "phagy" eat. The body eats itself (its fat and waste that sits around). To do this, you have to trick the body to switch from a glucose diet to a ketone diet. I also bought a ketone meter that tells me how many ketones I have. Still learning all this. So bear with me.
You did a fine job...very professional video Patty.
 
Hi again,
This time, I tackled a video project in an attempt to practice making teaching videos for my students. I employed an AI program called Pictory.AI which helps me put together the video and then I uploaded it to Youtube.

It was a learning curve for me, but I admit, a lot of fun!
Here is the video I made. It's about writing introductions to an essay:

BTW, the photo of me is a current one I had done for my job.
LOVED your commentary on Emily Dickinson. The greatest Wordsmith that ever lived! I am by no means an ED scholar like you, but like you, am humbled to delve into a great mind and reap the rewards of her life. Even the great suffer human emotions. When she said to Higginson, "Since September, I had a terror I could tell to none"! We know now by analysis that she suffered from panic and anxiety attacks. This may be how her genius surfaced.
 
LOVED your commentary on Emily Dickinson. The greatest Wordsmith that ever lived! I am by no means an ED scholar like you, but like you, am humbled to delve into a great mind and reap the rewards of her life. Even the great suffer human emotions. When she said to Higginson, "Since September, I had a terror I could tell to none"! We know now by analysis that she suffered from panic and anxiety attacks. This may be how her genius surfaced.
Glad you enjoyed my commentary on Emily Dickinson, @ohioboy ! Thanks for sharing the information on her panic and anxiety attacks.
 
Well, after I returned from Florida recently, I decided to join the senior center in my local town. It's only five minutes away from my house (so it's convenient) and the center is an expansive one-floor brick building that sits on a beautiful landscaped campus. The commission of aging office is situated to the side of the building and they are responsible for managing this senior center. I explored the center this week.

This is what I learned:
You have to go in and sign up and they give you a badge which you wear on a strap hanging from your neck. Every time you come in, you swipe the badge in front of a machine reader. You also need to preregister for classes online. Each day there are different classes, so it doesn't get boring.

On Monday, I took a square dancing class. There were four men and about five of us women. A square consists of four men and four women. They stand as couples that form a square. Two couples are "heads" and two couples are "sides." Everyone was friendly. I sat in the beginning and watched the teacher give them the prompts, like "dosie-do your partner, promenade, circle to the left," etc. He had brought his recording table to play small 45 records of oldies. There are about 50 or so prompts. I still have to learn them. The teacher also sang a few songs with the prompts. I was also allowed to dance with the group. It is an intricate dance and if one person makes a mistake, there's a domino effect that affects the group. But if you are with a good dancer, they will immediately set you straight, and that's what happened to me. By the end of the class, I was able to perform some steps with my partner(s). It's called social dancing because you and your partner hold hands throughout the dance. Sometimes they switch the partners around. There's quite a bit of hand touching, which is really good for the psyche. The good thing is that they didn't move fast, but went at a good pace so I could keep up with all the moves. I felt safe in this friendly environment.

After that class on Monday, I had a short break and then took a strength-training class in the afternoon. We sat mostly in our chairs and followed a video of an older woman doing strength-training exercises (upper and lower body workout using weights). It was really good. We moved our arms up and down and to the sides, and over our heads, etc. Then we did leg movements to the sides, etc.

On Tuesday, I did not take any exercise classes, but instead, focused on watercolor classes (beginner class followed by advanced class). I had brought with me my paint supplies (from a watercolor class I took earlier in the year). The teacher basically left us alone, but walked around observing and making suggestions. I met a lot of people in these classes (men and women) and people were painting and walking around the different tables (while their paints dried), admiring watercolor paintings and introducing themselves to me. Several stopped by and chatted with me. I chose a painting from one of the calendars that were provided to work on. I brought the painting home to finish. I think I would not take both classes in the future because it was a lot of sitting and the chairs are hard. I will probably opt for the advanced class in the future because they were more sociable and I enjoyed their paintings so much.

Wednesday, today, was quite eventful. I joined the walkers in the morning and we walked outside the senior center. We did four laps which equals a mile. They have steps painted on the ground to lead us and for each lap, there's a marker that we use. There were four of us. I walked with the program director and told her about myself. She's very friendly. Two gentlemen also walked with us. Afterward, I went to listen to the band which was composed of a husband and wife team. They played several instruments (synthesizer, saxophone, trumpet, drums) and sang along. The tunes were good - Jambalaya, Under the Boardwalk, and other tunes, etc. They said we could get up and dance, so I did. I went to the far corner of the large room, and the program director who I had walked with earlier came and joined me (she told me she didn't want me to dance alone, which was kind of her). It was not any wild dancing, but moving the arms and legs in sync with the songs. We did clapping also, and everyone sang along with the couple. Afterward, I stopped by the Basic Drawing class and watched how to draw certain shapes, but by 1:00PM I was feeling a little ragged and decided to not attend the chair dancing class (I had already done my dancing for the day!). I came home and ate breakfast and got ready to watch a webinar at 2pm. Now, taking a break and writing all this down.

I wish I had gone to the center earlier, but Covid really did a number on me. I learned that a lot of older people that used to come to the center are afraid to leave their homes after Covid. I can understand that. We don't have to wear masks, but there are wipes and sanitizers in each room, and after using the tables/chairs, we are asked to wipe them down. They also have coffee and pastries on a table. In another room, they have bagged bread and bagels (from Panera, etc) that people could take home with them. I didn't take anything because I'm on a keto diet, but it's nice that they do that. They haven't opened up the cafeteria since Covid, but people can still go in there and sit.

I am looking forward to tomorrow's classes!
 
I honestly feel like a kid in a candy store with the senior's center. Everything strikes me with good vibes. I look forward to going there in the mornings and trying out new things, where before, when I stayed all the time at home, I would drag myself out of bed in the mornings.

My goal is to become more active outside the home and less tied to the house. I also need to move my body more, and it's easier when you are with a group of like-minded people. I also like that all the activities at the center are done in the daytime and none are at night, so I don't have to worry about driving at night. I hope I can keep this going when my classes start. It might actually help me release tension (especially the exercise classes).

The people I have met are not only kind, but many are educated (one lady has two masters degrees). Some of them are transplants and moved to my semi-rural area recently. One thing I would like to see more is music. I am musical, so going a day without music is almost painful. For example, at the art class, I would have loved it if there was some background instrumental music playing (I usually have music when I paint at home). Today, when they brought the band to play music, I was flying and really enjoyed myself!

Tomorrow is table tennis and corn hole (never tried that) - I will see if I can attempt it. I noticed that card games or board games are limited because people are already paired up and there's no one else to play with. I guess it would work if you bring a friend to play with. The hardest part is that I like almost everything and there's a conflict in schedule when the classes I'm interested in are taking place at the same time, but that's a happy problem.
 
I honestly feel like a kid in a candy store with the senior's center. Everything strikes me with good vibes. I look forward to going there in the mornings and trying out new things, where before, when I stayed all the time at home, I would drag myself out of bed in the mornings.

My goal is to become more active outside the home and less tied to the house. I also need to move my body more, and it's easier when you are with a group of like-minded people. I also like that all the activities at the center are done in the daytime and none are at night, so I don't have to worry about driving at night. I hope I can keep this going when my classes start. It might actually help me release tension (especially the exercise classes).

The people I have met are not only kind, but many are educated (one lady has two masters degrees). Some of them are transplants and moved to my semi-rural area recently. One thing I would like to see more is music. I am musical, so going a day without music is almost painful. For example, at the art class, I would have loved it if there was some background instrumental music playing (I usually have music when I paint at home). Today, when they brought the band to play music, I was flying and really enjoyed myself!

Tomorrow is table tennis and corn hole (never tried that) - I will see if I can attempt it. I noticed that card games or board games are limited because people are already paired up and there's no one else to play with. I guess it would work if you bring a friend to play with. The hardest part is that I like almost everything and there's a conflict in schedule when the classes I'm interested in are taking place at the same time, but that's a happy problem.
Sounds like a lot of fun Patty!
 
I don't go to a seniors' club but at a conference I met a delightful lady who runs one.
They were having trouble getting out their newsletter and the cost was increasing.
So I offered to do it for them for a few months free of charge until they could get a volunteer to take over.
Lots of fun and a wonderful bunch!
 
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I don't go to a seniors' club but at a conference I met a delightful lady who runs one.
They were having trouble getting out their newsletter and the cost was increasing.
So I offered to do it for them for a few months free of charge until they could get a volonteer to take over.
Lots of fun and a wonderful bunch!
That's wonderful that you were able to help out! I'm glad you volunteered. I am sure they were pleased with your efforts.

There's something about senior citizens that touches my heart. I have always had a special place for them, even when I was young. I also have that same feeling for little children, lol. Maybe because I sense a vulnerability in them?
 
That's wonderful that you were able to help out! I'm glad you volunteered. I am sure they were pleased with your efforts.

There's something about senior citizens that touches my heart. I have always had a special place for them, even when I was young. I also have that same feeling for little children, lol. Maybe because I sense a vulnerability in them?
Thank you Patty...
 
Well, after I returned from Florida recently, I decided to join the senior center in my local town. It's only five minutes away from my house (so it's convenient) and the center is an expansive one-floor brick building that sits on a beautiful landscaped campus. The commission of aging office is situated to the side of the building and they are responsible for managing this senior center. I explored the center this week.

This is what I learned:
You have to go in and sign up and they give you a badge which you wear on a strap hanging from your neck. Every time you come in, you swipe the badge in front of a machine reader. You also need to preregister for classes online. Each day there are different classes, so it doesn't get boring.

On Monday, I took a square dancing class. There were four men and about five of us women. A square consists of four men and four women. They stand as couples that form a square. Two couples are "heads" and two couples are "sides." Everyone was friendly. I sat in the beginning and watched the teacher give them the prompts, like "dosie-do your partner, promenade, circle to the left," etc. He had brought his recording table to play small 45 records of oldies. There are about 50 or so prompts. I still have to learn them. The teacher also sang a few songs with the prompts. I was also allowed to dance with the group. It is an intricate dance and if one person makes a mistake, there's a domino effect that affects the group. But if you are with a good dancer, they will immediately set you straight, and that's what happened to me. By the end of the class, I was able to perform some steps with my partner(s). It's called social dancing because you and your partner hold hands throughout the dance. Sometimes they switch the partners around. There's quite a bit of hand touching, which is really good for the psyche. The good thing is that they didn't move fast, but went at a good pace so I could keep up with all the moves. I felt safe in this friendly environment.

After that class on Monday, I had a short break and then took a strength-training class in the afternoon. We sat mostly in our chairs and followed a video of an older woman doing strength-training exercises (upper and lower body workout using weights). It was really good. We moved our arms up and down and to the sides, and over our heads, etc. Then we did leg movements to the sides, etc.

On Tuesday, I did not take any exercise classes, but instead, focused on watercolor classes (beginner class followed by advanced class). I had brought with me my paint supplies (from a watercolor class I took earlier in the year). The teacher basically left us alone, but walked around observing and making suggestions. I met a lot of people in these classes (men and women) and people were painting and walking around the different tables (while their paints dried), admiring watercolor paintings and introducing themselves to me. Several stopped by and chatted with me. I chose a painting from one of the calendars that were provided to work on. I brought the painting home to finish. I think I would not take both classes in the future because it was a lot of sitting and the chairs are hard. I will probably opt for the advanced class in the future because they were more sociable and I enjoyed their paintings so much.

Wednesday, today, was quite eventful. I joined the walkers in the morning and we walked outside the senior center. We did four laps which equals a mile. They have steps painted on the ground to lead us and for each lap, there's a marker that we use. There were four of us. I walked with the program director and told her about myself. She's very friendly. Two gentlemen also walked with us. Afterward, I went to listen to the band which was composed of a husband and wife team. They played several instruments (synthesizer, saxophone, trumpet, drums) and sang along. The tunes were good - Jambalaya, Under the Boardwalk, and other tunes, etc. They said we could get up and dance, so I did. I went to the far corner of the large room, and the program director who I had walked with earlier came and joined me (she told me she didn't want me to dance alone, which was kind of her). It was not any wild dancing, but moving the arms and legs in sync with the songs. We did clapping also, and everyone sang along with the couple. Afterward, I stopped by the Basic Drawing class and watched how to draw certain shapes, but by 1:00PM I was feeling a little ragged and decided to not attend the chair dancing class (I had already done my dancing for the day!). I came home and ate breakfast and got ready to watch a webinar at 2pm. Now, taking a break and writing all this down.

I wish I had gone to the center earlier, but Covid really did a number on me. I learned that a lot of older people that used to come to the center are afraid to leave their homes after Covid. I can understand that. We don't have to wear masks, but there are wipes and sanitizers in each room, and after using the tables/chairs, we are asked to wipe them down. They also have coffee and pastries on a table. In another room, they have bagged bread and bagels (from Panera, etc) that people could take home with them. I didn't take anything because I'm on a keto diet, but it's nice that they do that. They haven't opened up the cafeteria since Covid, but people can still go in there and sit.

I am looking forward to tomorrow's classes!
I wish the senior center where I live was like that. Tied in with the office of the aging is a excellent idea! Our senior center doesn't even have its own building. They put on a lunch every day at a local church hall and that is it. I can't go to it due to not eating that type of food. You have given me some ideas though. Have fun!
 
I wish the senior center where I live was like that. Tied in with the office of the aging is a excellent idea! Our senior center doesn't even have its own building. They put on a lunch every day at a local church hall and that is it. I can't go to it due to not eating that type of food. You have given me some ideas though. Have fun!
It looks like it's a relatively new building. They recently added a fitness center to this complex. I am going next week to take an orientation class on how to use the equipment. Thanks for your comments!
 
I think every city should have a senior center! It really is a life source. Mind you, at our center, the senior citizens must be independent, able to get around, and are responsible for themselves. I think the oldest person I have come across so far is in his 80s (a greeter) and in very good shape.
 
Here's one for us old fellas!!

For Us old Sages

I must have reached the biblical score
When she walked through that sparkling door
She looked and smiled and I smiled back
It was then I knew I had been ‘hacked’

She asked me if we’d met before
And I fell hook, line, sinker on the floor
I offered her champagne on ice
With tears she said ‘ you’re very nice’

The room just vanished in a haze
I’d become a man half crazed – half crazed
We talked of places we’d both seen
Yet had never met through lovers screen

We lightly dined and talked so briefly
And then she said so very neatly
‘I think it’s time to talk some more
Perhaps behind a firm closed door?’

I gulped and thought this can’t be true
As we stepped in the ‘rising box’
She gently nuzzled up real close
And I could hear the ‘time bomb’ clock


The key seemed to appear as from nowhere
And it wasn’t in my hand for sure
There was a rose scented glow that built up from real slow
And I knew that I was through heavens door

She beckoned me sit on the chaise lounge
As she poured out more champagne on ice
Then she pushed me real slow and I went with the flow
And lay back thinking this could be nice!

I must have closed both my eyes for a minute
But it seemed hours had passed
When I came to I was nude and felt that was plain rude
To continue without being asked!

But as she hovered around and behind me
Her eyes had a way of making small talk
Then she said time for bed, and like a lamb I was led
To the slaughter I was religiously brought

I lay on the bed like the 'bismark'
all sails had been fully unfurled
as I prepared to up anchor, she said " oh what a w....r"
and flew atop of me with an 'albatross whirl'

I confess I have tried may positions
but never an 'albatross whirl'
her arms turned to wings-I could hear angels sing
as she nibbled my neck - what a girl

she purred "be still my darling -I'll fix you"
soon get back the wind in ya sails
I must truly confess I was not feeling my best
and my reasoning power had failed

and then if struck by some lightning
a thunderbolt pursed through my veins
my eyeballs did spin - I felt like 'heavenly sin'
I thought is this pleasure or pain?

I closed up my eyes in exhaustion
it seemed for a minute or two
but when I awoke the morning had broke
and the 'albatross' flown the coup

Davey 2023 ©
 
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Here's one for us old fellas!!

For Us old Sages

I must have reached the biblical score
When she walked through that sparkling door
She looked and smiled and I smiled back
It was then I knew I had been ‘hacked’

She asked me if we’d met before
And I fell hook, line, sinker on the floor
I offered her champagne on ice
With tears she said ‘ you’re very nice’

The room just vanished in a haze
I’d become a man half crazed – half crazed
We talked of places we’d both seen
Yet had never met through lovers screen

We lightly dined and talked so briefly
And then she said so very neatly
‘I think it’s time to talk some more
Perhaps behind a firm closed door?’

I gulped and thought this can’t be true
As we stepped in the ‘rising box’
She gently nuzzled up real close
And I could hear the ‘time bomb’ clock


The key seemed to appear as from nowhere
And it wasn’t in my hand for sure
There was a rose scented glow that built up from real slow
And I knew that I was through heavens door

She beckoned me sit on the chaise lounge
As she poured out more champagne on ice
Then she pushed me real slow and I went with the flow
And lay back thinking this could be nice!

I must have closed both my eyes for a minute
But it seemed hours had passed
When I came to I was nude and felt that was plain rude
To continue without being asked!

But as she hovered around and behind me
Her eyes had a way of making small talk
Then she said time for bed, and like a lamb I was led
To the slaughter I was religiously brought

I lay on the bed like the 'bismark'
all sails had been fully unfurled
as I prepared to up anchor, she said " oh what a w....r"
and flew atop of me with an 'albatross whirl'

I confess I have tried may positions
but never an 'albatross whirl'
her arms turned to wings-I could hear angels sing
as she nibbled my neck - what a girl

she purred "be still my darling -I'll fix you"
soon get back the wind in ya sails
I must truly confess I was not feeling my best
and my reasoning power had failed

and then if struck by some lightning
a thunderbolt pursed through my veins
my eyeballs did spin - I felt like 'heavenly sin'
I thought is this pleasure or pain?

I closed up my eyes in exhaustion
it seemed for a minute or two
but when I awoke the morning had broke
and the 'albatross' flown the coup

Davey 2023 ©
It looks like you have a knack for poetry, @davey! Thanks for sharing!
 
Well, today is Day 4 of the senior center. I took a Tai Chi/Quigong class, which was excellent! Although it was on Youtube (Don Fiore class), it was well done! I loved the music and the fact of being in a room with other people who were moving gracefully with the video. The music was so calming and Fiore explained what each position did for parts of the body as he performed the moves. We even got to pat our arms, faces, and body. Quite an experience! I will share his videos with you and with my family. I feel it's very important to do! See below:



After the Tai Chi/Quigong class, I took a break and went to Dollar Tree nearby and bought some supplies.
In the afternoon, I played some table tennis with a nice lady and then played a game of corn hole with three others. There were two on each team and we each had four bags that we threw across the room and they had to land on the inclined plank that had a hole in it. If the bag went through the hole, that was three points. Points would be deducted from each team if they matched each other, So if my tossed bag landed in the hole and my opposing member also threw their bag in the hole, they cancelled each other out. It was a lot of fun and I had a really good workout. Given that I was a beginner, I did rarely land a bag or two in the hole, but I call that beginner's luck!

I also asked the program director if they would consider me volunteering to conduct a class on writing (since that's my field). They didn't have any writing classes on the schedule. I told them it's a good workout for the brain. We'll see if they follow up with that idea.
 
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