Christians will give their testimony
For me, it’s been pretty hard line
I’ve had Christians in my face for as long as I can remember
Pisses me off
Finally I researched it
Not the sappy ethereal crap
Just proving or disproving the validity of a Christian god
I did it
From the 2300 day prophesy of Daniel to Revelations
Still, none of it phased me
Kinda bothered me…..because of, well, me
I wanted to play
I played
Then got sick of playing
Empty
Then I prayed
I mean, since there’s a god…..
He…….changed my heart
Oh, I’m still the ol’ sinner I always was
But, I no longer wanna be
So
I pray daily
Sometimes hourly
And I read
About Him
How he died thee death
My death
Not like some hero, giving his life for his mates
No, the eternal one
Separating Him from the Father
The One He had from no beginning
Can’t imagine that agony
Beings of love….like no man knows
The Father
Turning His back
On His Son
Forever and ever
His Son, bearing the weight of our miserable sins
Yet innocent
Yet willingly
…for me
Shit
It breaks my heart like nothing else
I’ll never push any of this on anyone
That would be the antithesis of what Christianity is all about
But
I you ask
I’ll tell you what I know
…and it’s the greatest thing I’ll ever have or know