Do you really believe that this is the correct vehicle to be having a heartfelt panel on the personal effects of Christianity on one? There is a special section of this forum devoted to such a question and there are groups, which one may use, free. So what is it that requires you to address your inner most religious beliefs in this particular secular forum? Not everybody in the world is a Christian, nor is the dynamics of the Christian religion a subject many others are enthralled by. I am an atheist and I am not particularly thrilled to be proselytized. We have had similar discussions about preaching Christianity in this forum. And I have been told by good Christians," tough, you don't like it don't read it". So, please explain why it is so imperative that you preach Christianity in this section of the forum? There are other sections forum one may use for evangelizing, why not use them? What gives you the right to preach Christianity to others, who steadfastly believe in their own faiths. Isn't it disrespect to say in a public forum that if you don't like all the Christianity,-tough, don't read. Don't participate. We are Christians and we don't care what you think.