Diets, Decaf & Other Dubious Deeds

I don't see a single kid out trick or treating here. Thank God. I know they have Trunk or treat where they gather though so hopefully that won't spread the virus more. Sheesh.
We saw a lot of adults dressed in Halloween costumes, headed for a popular area near my daughter's condo. Probably going to pubs :mad:

.. and, there have been 1,000 new cases in the GTA (Greater Toronto Area).
 
We saw a lot of adults dressed in Halloween costumes, headed for a popular area near my daughter's condo. Probably going to pubs :mad:

.. and, there have been 1,000 new cases in the GTA (Greater Toronto Area).
I have a feeling we're gonna be stuck with this damn virus for a long time to come.
 
Things haven't been easy for any of us during this pandemic. I got pretty stressed out at beginning and upset a few people. Not on purpose. I couldn't help what I was going through. I'm sorry if I hurt anyone. Some hurt me too. That's ok. I'm willing to let it go and move on. I'm here if anyone needs me or wants to talk or whatever.

I have struggled because I'm already alone as it is. I have absolutely no emotional support at all right now. I'm going through all this sh*t all by myself with no help. I'm having to lean on inner strength and prayer. It's been very difficult. It's still difficult. There's no one I can talk to about my fears that won't tell me I'm crazy or make fun of me. I have no one to hug but a stuffed animal. I'm hanging by a thread with no help in sight. It's not easy for any of us. I'm sure it won't last forever. I hope that I can come out the other side a stronger person for it. But for now it's literally destroying me emotionally. I've never been so stressed out in my life. Some people have backup. Some of us don't. It's far worse when you don't.
 
Things haven't been easy for any of us during this pandemic. I got pretty stressed out at beginning and upset a few people. Not on purpose. I couldn't help what I was going through. I'm sorry if I hurt anyone. Some hurt me too. That's ok. I'm willing to let it go and move on. I'm here if anyone needs me or wants to talk or whatever.

I have struggled because I'm already alone as it is. I have absolutely no emotional support at all right now. I'm going through all this sh*t all by myself with no help. I'm having to lean on inner strength and prayer. It's been very difficult. It's still difficult. There's no one I can talk to about my fears that won't tell me I'm crazy or make fun of me. I have no one to hug but a stuffed animal. I'm hanging by a thread with no help in sight. It's not easy for any of us. I'm sure it won't last forever. I hope that I can come out the other side a stronger person for it. But for now it's literally destroying me emotionally. I've never been so stressed out in my life. Some people have backup. Some of us don't. It's far worse when you don't.
I've had times in my life when I was completely alone, with no emotional support. Went through years of depression. Nobody knew, because I didn't show it or talk about it.

It's good you can come here and express yourself. I hope that most people are big enough to let bygones be bygones. So much is lost when we can't speak face-to-face.
 
Morning.
Some coworkers went to another coworker's wedding Saturday. One called in last night stating he had Covid symptoms. I'm not sure at this point if they're going to put the rest in quarantine or get us all tested or what's going to happen. I doubt they'll do nothing until we become symptomatic. Which at that point will be too little too late. I'm scared and mad this morning that this kind of thing is happening with no concern about the aftermath. I'm in the path of it even though I didn't go. It just ticks me off that people are so careless and so selfish.
 
I don't blame you Marci. Some people just don't realize the harm they can do to others for their own selfish choices. It's infuriating, but does us no good to allow our fury to wreck out own peace of mind.

I too, live alone but I do have a son and daughter in law not far. We've been together only a few times when the virus declined in our area but now it's rising again. We won't be together for Thanksgiving or Christmas this year.

Yes, it does get very lonely, but somehow we'll get through it.

Hugs to you. 🌹
 


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