Why, Camper? You seem to have a pretty sane, sensible perspective on this, until you get to that last sentence. If you think you really "need" a gun to live in this country, you are probably getting your ideas about life in the U.S. from old-time western movies.
I've lived here all my life, have never owned a gun, neither did my parents or my husband, neither do my children or grandchildren, and we all manage to get along here just fine. I think by following the media, you get a somewhat distorted picture of the danger of not having a gun in your hand at all times. The NRA would like to have you think that's true; it isn't.