I am very proud of myself. I made it around the block today!
That sounds like a joke but isn't. Exercise and getting enough of it is a huge problem for me because of my severe arthritis. I know the ads say exercise eases arthritis pain but the ads lie. I do what I can until the pain stops me.
This summer I was walking around the block before picking up my mail after lunch and I push a walker so I'm pushing extra weight too but it got worst and worst as the summer progressed and I was making it half-way around instead of all. My apartment building has front and back doors, I'd go out the back, bring my trash out to the dumpster and then walk all away around to the back door again and get the mail from the lobby but by fall was only making it to the front door for pain.
I also don't like strangers in my stuff plus the cost of a cleaning service is prohibitive so I do my own housework but can only do so for about 10-15 minutes before I have to stop in pain. I just do what I can every day and fortunately it's a four room apartment so it's manageable like that. Plus, I have robots that help. Roomba and Scooba, who I call Rogue and Moe. Love those guys. I really can't do a lot of heavy housework because of the pain. The tub would be unmanageable without cleaners that basically do it for you -- spray on, rinse off -- and even with that when I do the tub that is all that gets done that day and I am crying in pain before it's done.
I do push myself to do even this minimal bit. I can't walk over snow and ice but said I was going to walk today then saw it snowing this morning and was bummed but the sun came out and melted it away and I got around the block and so I am proud today. Walking around that block really helped me lose weight this past summer. But, man, it also hurt. I do need to remind me that if it does get snow and ice outside, I can walk the halls of the building. Duh. Not as pleasant but they're there.
My motivation: my heart needs the damned exercise my legs don't want to give it so the legs (and shoulders, hips and back) are going to have to suffer because the heart is slightly more important. That and a grandson who is determined that I'm going to live forever or at least over 100 years. He's unrealistic but I do not want to die on him when he's 17 like my Grandma did on me.
I had a dream that he was visiting me in my own house when he was 28 with a 4yo son that looked just like him and we are both determined to that this is going to happen so hopefully I have at least 17 more years ahead of me and, man, I looked good in that dream, like I got down to my weight goal and was healthier for it though I was talking to him through my window so I may have been in a wheelchair, all I know I was seated. I keep that image and that motivates me plenty to keep this heart pumping blood through it's troubled left heart valve.
I have tried sit and be fit but they made my neck and shoulders hurt way too much. I have arthritis from the neck down. It sucks but you have to play the hand you're dealt and work with that.